Do you know the Lord just might have you sitting still in order for you to hear Him? Does He have you distant from some people because He is trying to disconnect the ties? Does He have you in a particular church so that you can learn what NOT to do? Does He allow your eyes to stay on people so that you may learn to use the gift of discernment? Does He not give you what you want because it may harm or even kill you?
Do you know where you are in God? If not ask Him. He is always listening.
GOD LOVES YOU AND VALUES YOU.